Wednesday 29 December 2010

Horizon


The time is fifty five minutes past five in the evening as I descend on to a narrow strip of land leaving behind worldly banalities. This land, the beach is made slim by high tide. No man’s land I decide to call this place, squeezed between two horizons. The edge where sky and ocean meet. This edge is not a thin line; it swallows the sun which is pale pink now. This edge is constant; it has been there for as long as man can remember. The other edge is the city, an ever changing horizon, a horizon subject to human ambition and a product of raw animal power. It is an edge that can be conquered.

The sky is rendered pink and the colour reflects on the pale gray surface of the ocean which has become opaque over time. The sky is clear for the most part, a cloud disintegrates slowly into smaller clusters.

Today, the sun does not meet the horizon. From where I am sitting on the sand, with my heels dug in, I see it decay from a luminous pink circle to a hemisphere with its colours merging with the sky on which it is painted. I see the sun blend into blue and eventually disappear about 35mm above the horizon.

I stare into the horizon. My eye is fascinated by the phenomenon that succeeds sun set. I see the horizon and the sky change colours and tone and merge into a uniform hollow blackness. At this moment, the horizon I cannot see, the line is invisible. No eye can distinguish between the sea and sky when the line which distinguishes these forces of nature has been made vague.

It is this line, I realise as I write that sparked imaginations, inspired generations and helped conquer the world. This is a line that cannot be conquered, has not been conquered, and as long as the ocean is there, will never be conquered.

Starring into the homogenous darkness is a nervous moment. It frightens me. It moves me. It is beautiful. It is powerful.

The horizon defines, but it does not exist!
This image of my shadow reminds me of the human figures that I draw littered across sections of buildings and of landscapes. A big round circle for the head, one arm bent at the elbow, the wrist/hand resting on the waist or the hip, and the legs parting just below the knees. The outlines coloured in with a quick scribble to achieve uniform tone.

I am what I draw.

Saturday 25 December 2010

For those beautiful brown eyes that showed me new worlds, through them I saw worlds otherwise only imagined.
for Sona.


Internal eternal darkness.
A small aperture defined by the beautiful iris through which light disappears and the world appears.
The back of the sphere that is engulfed in darkness creates the world as we know it.

The eye sees.
You, me and the world around.
The eye sees.
The eye allows to be seen
The eye perceives.
The eye constructs.
Constructs worlds beautiful and others, written, spoken descriptions of those that aren’t there.
Through my eye or hers, I see worlds, images that otherwise remain imagined.
One glance into another eye, eye to eye, and you know.
One glance into the darkness within her beautiful brown iris, I know.
The eye captures images and my imagination.

Fascinating !
The eye.








Sunday 19 December 2010

Love is so simple, to quote a phrase
You’ve known it all the time, I’m learnin’ it these days . .


Bob Dylan

Friday 17 December 2010

If not for you
Babe, I couldn’t find the door
Couldn’t even see the floor
I’d be sad and blue
If not for you

If not for you
Babe, I’d lay awake all night
Wait for the mornin’ light
To shine in through
But it would not be new
If not for you

If not for you
My sky would fall
Rain would gather too
Without your love I’d be nowhere at all
I’d be lost if not for you
And you know it’s true

If not for you
My sky would fall
Rain would gather too
Without your love I’d be nowhere at all
Oh! what would I do
If not for you

If not for you
Winter would have no spring
Couldn’t hear the robin sing
I just wouldn’t have a clue
Anyway it wouldn’t ring true
If not for you

If not for you - Dylan.

Tuesday 14 December 2010

Monday 13 December 2010

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Sunday evening.
LIC Colony.
St. Francis Feast Day.


Sonal introduced me to the festivities in and around the church, the school, the grotto and the grounds.
The rest as i have mentioned before, is best left as memories.

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sonal, apurva

























































































































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(image courtsey : sonal )